I wish people could just understand but at the same time I don’t want them to nor do I think they’ll be able to. It’s my mind and emotions and very few know what I’m feeling, or they think I do. No matter how many people think they know me I’m still a very reserved person and won’t tell people everything. The only person who knows that is you. You’ll be the only one to ever get me and how I am. If this doesn’t work out, it will be hard to deal with. As long as your in my life somehow I’ll be happy. I just want you in it and have you here so I can share all of my secrets and just talk to you like a bestfriend. I’m really hoping for the best, either way we have to stay strong no matter what. We’re in this together.